Cried Again

I really can't bear the feel of loneliness. There's always a voice that cried out:'' Hey, why not go out and find one guy to be in love?'' Just like other people in the street, smiley faces couples, went on their dates, being happy the whole day through. It's a happy story. But, when I think back, Should I need a guy so desperately? Just to fall in love? Walking together, holding hands, catching for the latest movies? All that it's a very far dream, so far that it's a mission impossible to reach it. Life's not always a bed of roses. I'm very clear of that. Love can't be forced. It comes automatically, without a trace, no smell, no shape, no colour. But there's one key point: Love cut down the distance between two strangers' heart, from different places. I believe there's a guy for me out there, on this Earth, fated, as being scheduled by God. I'll just have to do nothing and look forward for every planned events. Smile :D

I miss you

It had been the first time i received a message from a guy, saying : '' I miss you.'' I don't know whether he's saying deep bottom from his heart or just trying to cheat me, or else. If it's true that he wanna cheat my feelings, but at least he had got the inisiative to say it. Lately, i also received calls from him. Twice by yesterday, and once by last week, Saturday. I really feel excited. I feel that I'm not that lonely actually, there's a guy beside me, accompanying me along the path of my life. Though maybe it's just a short path, a short time being that he appeared in my life, I felt so grateful. Thank God for everything that It had set for me. My friends kept on advising me to be protective from that guy, don't believe 100% in him. That's why I kept observing. I used to be very cautious nowadays, not that I had got cheated before, but be rational on every minor things you are heading to. No one will expect what will happen by next second. Who knows? God knows. I will keep on observing him, not allowing him to cheat me, not to hurt me! I had got hurt twice, and it's hard to recover from that pain. I knew everyone experience that except those couples that married to each other by first love. Who's that lucky one? I'm sure out of that list. Okay, take in fresh air, suck in a great deal of air, STAND UP and there's million miles ahead of you! Walk On!

认真

我觉得我们所做的任何事都应该要抱着认真，诚恳的态度。为什么？认真做的事往往都不会出多大的差错，除非你对某项事情一知半解，又不学会不耻下问,才让自己走入没有出口的小巷。认真是我最近领悟到的另一种道理，人生的哲学之一。我要以认真的态度来把学业搞好，更上一层楼！我还要积极的面对人生。学业对我来说是很重要的。我们这一代不是时常听到前辈说：‘‘你们这一代可是幸福多了，回到家，就可以专心于学业。我们(前辈)这一代放学回家，赶快把功课完成，就要立刻帮忙父母亲打理生意，做家务。等到一切办妥后，都已经是深夜了！哪像你们可以这么的享受,每天准时上网，在手机传简讯之类悠闲的活动。。。。’’。我相信这些对白没有百分百相似，也有蛮高的巴仙率来引起你的共鸣吧！所以，我们一定要在学业上加把劲，让我们在未来飞黄腾达，来报答两老的恩惠。我们要学会感恩。

写字

写字
我不晓得从何时开始，我爱上了写字。我只知道，我要感谢我的小学一年级至三年级的班主任兼华文老师，郑玉华老师。印象中，一年级的我写的字都是马马虎虎，并没有什么特点。自从老师在背后的提拔，我对写字产生了兴趣，决定把原有的普通字体，脱胎换骨,打造漂漂亮亮且标准的字体。我并没有进行什么地狱式训练,我只敢说是努力的改变写法，研究笔顺，慢地爱上写字。
字体本来是一种表达自我的工具，而我把它以艺术的方面来看，它是中华文化的精髓。经过世世代代的字体改良，现在的简体字已经很难被 ‘‘缩’’ 了。不然，华文字体又迈入外星人的字体了！
简体字的改革是现代人的思想，是为现代人写字能快一些吗？只有创造简体字的人才晓得了！
字体，华文字体本来就是一门艺术。从以前甲骨文，到皇朝改良的柳体字，宋体字,颜字体，到现在的简体字。考古学家对甲骨文的浓厚兴趣，为了要了解它的诞生经过，生活。字体对古人来说到底是画还是字？中华文化是画亦是字，真是了不起！
所谓‘‘工欲善其事，必先利其器’’。对喜爱写字的人来说，文房四宝岂能少呢？文房四宝有毛笔，墨，纸(九宫格)和磨墨的用具。
现在市面上已经有包装的墨汁，根本用不上磨墨的用具。现代人只需一开墨汁的瓶盖，倒入一个小几上，便可以使用，开始提字。
写字，写毛笔字都必须一个字，静。只有心里静静地，才能写得好字。除了静，还要有耐力，慢慢地把字体完成。何为好字？我又不是书法家，我只可以说字体整洁，公整，就行了！
身为一位华裔子弟，而且也认识华文字，我感到自豪！我为中华文化而感到自豪。从古至今，我们华族像是被看扁，瞧不起的族群，特别是外国人。可是现在的我们，是不一样的族群，不必被任何人看扁，我们和外国人平起平坐，不分你我，外国先进，我们中华民族也不落人后！
华人万岁！

Forget & Stand Up

In this world, we meet a lot of unpleasant things. What we need to do is just set our mind to forget all those depressing things. What for that we are living on this Earth? We like nice stuff, people. After going through all saddie, STAND UP and face TOMORROW!!!

Stubborn

I try to ask myself am i too stubborn anyway? to keep on thinking of perfect guy... there's no perfect guy in this world..whole Earth. so what am i thinking? i try to keep myself on the study track, but easily distracted by other alluring objects, guys and stuff. I think i just pull myself out of that trap. Stand up girl!!!!!!!!! There's other meaningful things for you to accomplish, and think about your family, friends, your life. You are the only one who lead your own life. Who else?