Someone

Lately, met that someone who could actually make my days more enjoyable and happy. Haha. Although he's from another race, but then maybe it does not matter to me anymore. I think what really matters is the heart of someone. If you are in love with someone that his heart doesn't facing to you, it's just not that feeling, it's totally wrong. I had been miserable too, of thinking the racial problem, but somehow, just started by a friend then. One doesn't know what the consequences will be before putting a step forward right? I wish I could see or predict the future, but I could not, just the same like other ordinary people. I wish I could know and meet my Mr. Right now. One of my netfriend told me, somehow, don't find a lover just for the sake of getting in love. Hmm.. I paused a while to figure this out, no doubt it is true. So, let's just wait for the right one. While waiting, don't hesitate to get to know more people, more friends around you, those who are really keen to know more about you. One doesn't knows what will happen next. Destiny says it all.

Back to the Mr. Someone, as I had got to know him by just a few months, from my observations, he's a friend to get to know with. Happy because people around are happy. I don't know whether I'm madly in love or what, but I can just sense that he's true.

24 Feb

24 Feb. Today is another day for me to survive in the crowd of Measurement and Application Exam. We were not told it was actually a mid term examination. I got so freak out of it, when I had the intention to just leave 2 questions unanswered just now. Somehow, I just tell myself to at least scribble something down on the answer sheet, though I had really no exact aim to answer it, how, where and stuff to get the answer there. I'm sick of this subject, I really need a or more tutorial lessons after this. No matter what I will get for this test, I should have to take the result with a calm heart, as I expect I had did badly on the paper. I felt bad for not doing the revising part, especially get to confirm of what I had learnt. I knew the class is like a super express train, or a bullet train, that speeds off so swiftly to the destination,that I had no way of getting what the lecturer told me clearly. The problems or faults are not only at the lecturer's side, I should be sorry for my own case too. Hmm... It's too late to say anything right now, as I could definitely not change the second the before,it's all past tense. Strive harder and get confident with this subject,seek help from others, escpecially the lecturers of this subject.
The other impression of today is happy, joyous mood as today is Summer's birthday. Get a blast, dear! May you have a good time through the days ahead. By the way, I'm still kind of anticipating my birthday to arrive. Omg, it's like nine more months to count...:S

Super Duper Wonderful Day~ XD

9th January 2011. I walked a lot today, my feet are in pain but somehow I enjoyed it very much. It's not totally about the journey, it's actually about what I bought. LOL. I eventually bought a camera, compact camera for myself. I considered it as my birthday present for myself, or a Christmas present from my bf( I'm my own bf..XDD). Nikon L110. I really couldn't believe that I really buy it, maybe I were too intrigued in DSLR, but when I couldn't get satisfied with its price, I eventually got myself to buy its compact camera that looks like a DSLR...LOL...A silly trick of self cheating...XDD. But I were really attracted by its feature of zooming, 15 times of optical zoom and its under RM 900.00. So, I go for it. XD. I found myself hurrying around between shops, just to get it. Because people in shops tended to shake their heads when I asked them whether this model is available. Fortunately, I got it in one of the shop in Low Yat Plaza. Happy day never ended just there. I went to shop for my CNY's clothes by Berjaya Times Square, Pavilion. I had found myself like a kid that loiters around shopping malls, yet to be caught by the authorities in school or even by the police... LOL... Freeze !!! (both hands raised)...XDD..LOL. So, I did buy something other than my camera..XDD, I bought a dress, T-shirt, short pants, a blouse. I really enjoyed today, haha... XDD. It's the feeling of smiling within the heart, the smile that's not disguised, not pretended, just smile, not a fake one. :). Shopping is not the end of the story though, LOL. I did a really great exercise, walking from the Leisure Mall station, back to my home sweet home. You will really know the real meaning of home sweet home when you found yourself are desperate and no one around, to lend a helping hand. I just feel a great relief when I set my foot in front of my home's gate, every pains that I had got by the obstacles that I confronted had come to an end. I'm so blessed I've got back to home, I have got a home for me to get back to. Yesterday, I had Vietnamese cuisine as my dinner, prepared by my siblings, rolling up an edible rice paper with cabbage slice, slices of crabmeat, carrots, prawns, ''lap cheong'' , cucumber, fried eggs, and ''gau chung thap'' herbs. That's all for the ingredients, sorry if I left any, without mentioning.. XD. Just roll them up, and you'll enjoy this special taste of the Viets' XDD, sorry if the word ''Viets'' sounds annoying for Vietnamese. Sorry. XS. So that's all for yesterday. XD

I Don't Care

By my past, I'm so addicted to find someone, quickly get into love. I consider that as my routine, hunt someone anywhere, mostly in ICQ, now I'm still doing it. Even my friends couldn't bear what I'm so indulged in chatting in ICQ. XD. Honestly, I really don't like the feeling of being alone, lonesome, forlorn, that's why I'm in there. And the consequences of being in ICQ, you will easily get insincere friends, that's why it's not hard to find my messenger had a whole lot list of netfriends, but I hardly talk to them since the first time.LOL,but it's a truth. The second threat is that you need to be more judgemental in the virtual chatting world. Anything you gave out to others will cause harm, so keep personal data very carefully just to yourself, never expose it so fast on the first chat. Be more sensible, keep that as my quote! XDD. What I want to tell about my title ''I Don't Care'' is that I really don't bother about my personal love life anymore, what's the big deal about love? It don't bothers me, so do I. I just want to be myself, just wait, not patiently, not feel like waiting, just let it be, let it don't enter my life yet, let the ''love column'' blank and I shall fill it with happy and laughters that I shared with my fellow friends and also my musics, every melodies and lyrics that were kept safely in my mind. My mind was now so compact with everything, if love is so eager to enter my life and my mind, I may need a new hard disc. LOL.. Imagine a girl with an extended mind, connecting to a hard disc, sounds silly and hilarious, and odd too...XDD. I don't care much about people out there judging on how I look, looks good? sexy? awful? super ugly? another betty? sunny girl? plumpy fat dude or wat? I don't care, why should I bother though? I believe that God have give us equally on mentally-equipped people and good-looks group, but there's still some exemptions out there where he/she is intellectually impressive with a pleasant, good look plus a perfect body. What would I say for it? They are just gifted. X). But keep them aside, life isn't just a stage of competition, showing off or flaunting your good figure, good looks so thickly applied of foundation powder, cheek powder, what so much kind of powder and bla bla... Are you the real you? Or you are just the product of XX brand cosmetics? Duhh..I know I'd started complaining on the cosmetics companies, so much out there, promoting year-end sales, promotions, free gifts, free trials, free this, free that. I had heard so much of them. Life is so stressful and I'm like a rubber band being stretched to the maximum, about to split off. Just be ourselves somehow, everyone is special in every way.Live your life to the maximum, love your life, love yourself! XD