I Don't Care

By my past, I'm so addicted to find someone, quickly get into love. I consider that as my routine, hunt someone anywhere, mostly in ICQ, now I'm still doing it. Even my friends couldn't bear what I'm so indulged in chatting in ICQ. XD. Honestly, I really don't like the feeling of being alone, lonesome, forlorn, that's why I'm in there. And the consequences of being in ICQ, you will easily get insincere friends, that's why it's not hard to find my messenger had a whole lot list of netfriends, but I hardly talk to them since the first time.LOL,but it's a truth. The second threat is that you need to be more judgemental in the virtual chatting world. Anything you gave out to others will cause harm, so keep personal data very carefully just to yourself, never expose it so fast on the first chat. Be more sensible, keep that as my quote! XDD. What I want to tell about my title ''I Don't Care'' is that I really don't bother about my personal love life anymore, what's the big deal about love? It don't bothers me, so do I. I just want to be myself, just wait, not patiently, not feel like waiting, just let it be, let it don't enter my life yet, let the ''love column'' blank and I shall fill it with happy and laughters that I shared with my fellow friends and also my musics, every melodies and lyrics that were kept safely in my mind. My mind was now so compact with everything, if love is so eager to enter my life and my mind, I may need a new hard disc. LOL.. Imagine a girl with an extended mind, connecting to a hard disc, sounds silly and hilarious, and odd too...XDD. I don't care much about people out there judging on how I look, looks good? sexy? awful? super ugly? another betty? sunny girl? plumpy fat dude or wat? I don't care, why should I bother though? I believe that God have give us equally on mentally-equipped people and good-looks group, but there's still some exemptions out there where he/she is intellectually impressive with a pleasant, good look plus a perfect body. What would I say for it? They are just gifted. X). But keep them aside, life isn't just a stage of competition, showing off or flaunting your good figure, good looks so thickly applied of foundation powder, cheek powder, what so much kind of powder and bla bla... Are you the real you? Or you are just the product of XX brand cosmetics? Duhh..I know I'd started complaining on the cosmetics companies, so much out there, promoting year-end sales, promotions, free gifts, free trials, free this, free that. I had heard so much of them. Life is so stressful and I'm like a rubber band being stretched to the maximum, about to split off. Just be ourselves somehow, everyone is special in every way.Live your life to the maximum, love your life, love yourself! XD